Two things.
1. I got into the choir. It's wonderful - beautiful music, very talented people, a wonderful director - I will learn a lot and enjoy it a lot but eeek! - one evening a week is now gone.
2. I might be getting promoted in the next couple of months. It's double edged sword as I'm not sure if it's a good thing from a "quality of life" perspective.
I'm good at lots of things. Brilliant at none.
I feel compelled to keep involving myself in lots of things but will never be great at any one thing. I'm always busy but I can't stop and I'll never really be good enough anyway - so why do I keep doing this?
It's something I've noticed about myself for years now.
And it makes me sad.
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